hi there I have suffered with ocd since the age of 11 and it has taken various forms over the years, however my main problem over the years has been a fixation with things adding up to certain numbers i.e. if I go into a place that I know I cannot easily go back to like a house party etc I have to go in and out a certain amount of times to feel ok. My prob is with anything adding up to say 14 or 25 for example as these dates correspond with valentines day and christmas day then I just worry that if I cant somehow go back to where the prob began then something terrible will happen to me or my family before the certain date. I am having a real hard time at the mo with this is I have recently been suffering from a nasty bout of depression/anxiety and it has made my ocd less easy to deal with, just posting this to see if any one else out there has a similar ocd problem and how they deal with it, thanks for reading this Owain