Re: am i going mad??
I dont think you are going mad because most people who do dont know it. What you are feeling sounds like depersonalization. It is where nothing seems as if it is real and you are living through a fog or glasses even though you are aware of what is going on around you. It is a calm feeling that can be very scary. It is a sign of anxiety and it will go away. Try and stay focused on the here and now. When there is too much going on for me, I get like that too. It is my bodies way of trying to protect itself from what I dont want to face. I have actually had a breakdown and it didnt start like that, I just gave up on everything nd didnt care what happened to me. I am better now, abot 98 percent. It will take time to go away, but it will. Stay focused and positive. Take care honey, I hope this helps.
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