i have to put this on!!!! well today iv been out and about with no panic or anxiety!!!! it can be done!!!! beleive me i never ever thought id be writing on this part of the forum!! as some of u's no, iv been having a real bad 6 mnth, to the extent of having to take meds, as couldn't drive, be alone, be with company, was afraid of everything!! but today after having a crap weekend i thought stuff it iv had enough!! it was my b, day yest and dun nought, so i took kids to school, got in touch with friends iv never seen for mnths and off i went to pub for lunch!! was fine!! no panic attack,(something i fear so much) stayed for couple of hours, picked up kids from school and was feeling so pleased with myself, took them to the cinema, yep my idea!! we have had a lovely time and guess what NO PANIC ATTACK!!!!! im soooo happy with myself, im actully looking forward to 2moro. so to all you folk, who are feeling so low, and unhappy with this anxeity and panic, it DOES get better, beleive me, it takes time and hard work but it really does. wishing all yous luck and happiness for the future, we deserve it xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx