Feeling pretty poo today.
Didnt sleep well, and just keep thinking about what the proffessor said to me 'well what do you do all day'. (my post yesterday explains it all)
I just feel like crap - I wish I could go out when and where I want, and be able to work like i used to, but the agrophobia/enxiety prevents me - im not stuck in all day every day, but am a far cry from being able to do what I used to.
Im just so hurt by his words and cant seem to shake them from my mind.
Im not a lay about. But i cant help thinking now that this is what people will think of me.
My boyf has noticed today im not too good, but ive not said its because of what was said to me yesterday at the hospital, as im now scared that he will start thinking what the proffessor thinks and said too.
Ive tried putting it behind me but all i can hear in my head is his words form yesterday and its getting me down.
Tatty B xx