Hi everyone,
So glad ive found this post as I have this obsessive fear of losing my loved ones. My daughter who is 21yrs, my grandson who is 20months old. But mostly my mum who is 76yrs just now. I am 43yrs old & my dad passed away just a little over 2 yrs ago. I found that quite hard to come to terms with but at the time was more concerned how my mum would cope. My relationship with my mum has not always been so good, as I suppose the way most people do. Teenage stuff etc & quite a difficult home to live in. However we somehow came through all the teenage angst & many crisis' I put her through & now our relationship is so close & I am terrified (really) of losing her. Its like a physical pain & feeling of complete loss. Very hard to cope with. xx