I remember that feeling well, how many days are you now? Do you find you feel particularly bad in the morning and as the day go's on you feel better? I don't know if you think this will help but since I started my fluox I've kept a daily diary, I list moods, thoughts, sleep, food intake, positives. It sounds like a lot but I isn't, I just jot stuff down, the biggest motivator is that every week I could see improvement. I just looked back to where you are n I'd written things like "I can't go on like this". But I did n you will x x