Hi everyone.
I've been on here a few days, attentively reading everyone's personal stories and understanding how difficult it is for everyone on here.
My anxiety (if you want to call it that, because I'm convinced I'm ill).
It all started about three weeks ago, I had a massive panic attack, couldn't breath and was taken to A&E by my partner. I waited to be seen panicking even more thinking I was going to faint and the nurse sent me off with a paper bag to blow into.
The weekend went by and I felt okay-ish but still not right, then that week everything fell to peices. The breathing - THAT IS THE WORST - something i cannot cope with and I feel so fed up, especially tonight and I don't know what is going on with my body. I have been to A&E four times, seen six docs and had an ECG scan, my heart was fine, then an oxygen test, 100% circulation, and a chest X-ray, which I don't know how much a chest x-ray shows but it was clear.
All the doctors have said it's panic and anxiety but I am so so upset and worried. I can't take a full breath and I panic, even now i'm sat here relaxed and I can't breath in properly, it's so weird. I hate feeling like I'm not breathing properly, i'm always aware of it, and the nervous feeling I have everyday is absolutely AWFUL. I don't know much longer I can cope with it, seriously. :(
I find it hard to believe it is anxiety - I'm rarely stressed. I am at uni but I didn't think it was affecting me this bad. I'm so easy going normally.
any replies welcomed, x