My fear has come true again... I had food poisoning at the end of August.
I hated this hell. I stopped eating, lost over a stone, fainted at work a few weeks ago and have been off work since to recover my strength and gain nutritional insight.
A few days ago I got a stomach bug that was contracted by not cooking some meat properly. I was sick and had the runs for two days. I am now hating myself and so scared. Being sick was horrible and I was sweating in fear more than the bug itself.
I dont want to eat and I am disappointed that in the range of three months I can give myself food poisoning twice.
My employees are getting me CBT and I have been pretending to take AD to appease my parents and doctor.
I am now pertrified of my own body. Being sick is the worst feeling in the world. Its my nightmare.