Originally Posted by
orangeblossom
Hi alb,
I can completely empathise with what you have written... the exhaustion, the constant battle going on in the back (or front!!) of my mind, and actually what you wrote about leading something like a dual life also really struck home. I hadn't thought about it like that before, but thinking about it now, it is as if I have one terrified life in my mind that is constantly panicking, and the other side that other people see which is actually pretty content, able to deal with quite a few things and a confident person. It is hard to marry them both together sometimes!