Whenever i read about someonoe with a certain type of ocd, or a phobia, i get this horrible anxiety and panic that i will get that one too now. Seriously, like i read about some person who had an ocd with switching every word, and i couldnt read for like an hour, and i was so scared. Its so overwhelming. I fear fear, and ocd and any health or mental issues. I know a lot of ppl worry about their health a lot, but this just seems so much more worse, like i cant handle reading anything on here cuz im so afraid thats going to start happening to me. Does anyone else udnerstand how im feeling and get this? i just need some reasurance to know im not alone and how to deal. sorry for the long post lol. i just feel so bla

-monika
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