hi ive suffered anxiety for years. but mine comes on in spates. i mean il be fine then il start getting a drained feeling, then throat tightening. then i get this weird feeling in my tummy and through my body, like dirty and feel like i could scrub myself. is this an anxious feeling? cant seem to see anyone who gets this. then il have the feeling where i cant keep still. i also worry about time, like i get the need like i need to rush everything. then im ready to early. dont want to be by myself, but dont know why. because i usually like being alone. also i get this weird feeling when i think of death like i feal utter dread at anyone being ill, or sick. again when all my other symptoms go, im fine with death. even some rooms i walk in give me a weird feeling. and i dont want to see friends. these symptoms usually last around 2 weeks or more till the height of the anxiety has wore off. the only problem is once i feel my normal self all i do is think about all those past experiances in detail. like i cant move forward. then i dread it happening at a later date all over again. can anyone relate to my symptoms? thanks