Hi anyone reading this
My dear friend & neighbour David passed away a couple of weeks ago & it is his funeral tomorrow at 12pm. The church is near where I live, not far from the shops where I have to go but I'm getting so worked up about going
All I can think of is 'what if I have a pa on the way there, what if I have a pa in the church, blah blah blah'.
I couldn't get online a little while ago & that made the anxiety worse, cause I need to do something to take my mind off of it. Thank goodness I'm back on now. I even phoned around a few ppl who are on same ISP as me to find out if they are having problems
Oh well, if I don't make the funeral service, I'm sure David won't mind But I will worry about what his brother thinks.
Just getting this off me chest. Thanks for listening.
Love
Els
xxx