Hi everyone,
I really hate to moan but I seem to be going through a really tough time and am starting to struggle a bit. I keep feeling sick when I eat, I have horrible dizzy spells where I feel like I will suddenly pass out and I hav to grab onto something, i'm shaky, I get wheezey when i've been walking, even if it's not particularly fast. I'm terrified to be honest. I've suffered from this sort of thing since I was 19 (i'm not 27)- with varying degrees on and off. I've been on tablets a few times too but haven't been on any now for over a year. The doctor prescribed me some more a couple of months ago but so far i've decided not to take them, but i'm struggling now. I'm scared that it isn't anxiety too. I drink a fair amount of alcohol and am terrified that i've done some real damage- I had my liver function tests done- it showed that my ALT was slightly high at 44. The doctor said this may not be significant but she also said that those tests may not show the full extent of damage. I had the test repeated and it was the same. I was told that it was OK but i'm terrified that it may not be.
I just feel so frustrated at the minute with everything. Nothing seems good at the moment- jobwise etc and I feel really low.
I don't know what I expect from sharing this but I don't like to bother people with it at all- I know a lot of people find it hard to understand.


Em x