Tonigh I am going to a party and I am really anxious about it. I hate anything to be arranged because I always get myself worked up about going so usually just do things spur of the moment but I have known about this all week and my anxiety is through the roof, the thought of a lot of people that I don't know terrifies me.
I'm panicing over what I am wearing, my hair, my make-up, everything, I feel like I am going to be the odd one out as far as the way I look and everybody is going to be saying things about me. My rash side of my brain is telling me that its the anxiety and social phobia talking but the other side of my brain is telling me that I am going to look a complete mess and have the mickey taken out of me.
I really hate this stupid anxiety, it gets me down so much