I was wondering whether anyone else has this problem and, if so, if you have found a way to stop it?
My problem is that I have had difficulty sleeping for a few years now but when I do sleep, I either experience very vivid and upsetting nightmares (related to PTSD), or I sleepwalk.
What freaks me out most is that I am totally unaware of what I am doing when I am asleep. I currently live alone, but in the past when I had a friend staying with me, he witnessed my sleepwalking and said I 'appeared normal' but 'less inhibited' than normal.
The frightening thing is that I am now living alone again for the moment and I don't just sleepwalk in my flat. I find evidence the next day that I have been out, sometimes to shops for food (which really distresses me since I have an eating disorder) and I only know I've slept walked because of the evidence I find the next day. I don't know what I am doing at the time and I have no memory or recollection of having been up in the night
My therapist tells me that it is particularly bad at the moment because I am very stressed and anxious, but then these episodes happen and I am so scared of what I might do while my mind is 'asleep' that I am getting increasing panicky about it.
I've tried quite extreme measures in the past to try to prevent it - padlocking the chain across the front door, chaining myself to the bed, putting stairgates across doors etc but nothing works.
I am at a loss of what to do next
Karen xx