its about 3:30am US eastern time. i havent been able to fall asleep yet cause as i got done watching a movie i looked over at the side of my bed and saw a spider on the wall. ive always had a fear of spiders for a few years now and as time goes on it gets worse. i used to like some spiders like daddy long legs a long time ago but even those scare me now. but anyways it took about 20 minutes for my moms husband to kill it. he 'thought' he had killed it the first time and thought it had dropped. i still had the feeling it wasnt dead so i started looking for it. by this time i was a bit in tears and started to feel a bit of panic come one, but it passed, thankfully! but as i was looking for it i had spotted a smaller spider in my window sill so i called him back in. after i had sprayed some glass cleaner on the smaller one (he couldnt catch that one either) he was about to leave until he spotted the bigger one he thought he had killed earlier....... right above my head, on the opposite wall of where it was before. of course, when i looked up, i screamed (surprisingly i didnt wake anyone up) and i ran out of my room. he finally caught it and killed it and flushed it down the toilet but now im a bit reluctant to even go back into my room to sleep. im afraid that if i lay back down ill see another one.
does anyone have any idea's of how to get over the fear, or even to be able to squoosh those little things without having to wake people up in the middle of the night to do it for me?