Feeling fed up of waking fed up and going to bed fed up. Just can't get away from this "anxiety" thing as they call it. The hardest bit to deal with is blasts from the past say from the age of 8 to 14 coming out of nowhere. I'm now 42 so don't understand. Am i dreaming awake? or something. The fashbacks r so random of visits to places or a house we lived in . None of it makes sense. Please help me. Thankyou