Hi Duckie
Thanks for your reply. Sorry to hear about the van driver not being able to drop your daughters off where you live. It just adds to your worries but maybe (I know it's difficult) try and see if there's a positive to this? (Not trying to be flippant) Even if you can't do anything else that day what can you do to reduce your anxiety about the girls walking to and from the drop-off point?
I purposefully walked outside today as I think I don'tr get enough daylight but then it isn't snowing here.
I went to the Doctor this morning and she has signed me off for 2 weeks and started me on 10 mg of Citalopram. I haven't had a day off sick for 3+ years but I am physically exhausted with the stress and anxiety. It was difficult enough to wait in the waiting room as I was feeling nauseous and slightly unreal. There was a man waiting sitting some way opposite but changed his position when he picked a magazine up so that he had his back to me. I started thinking was it me? Was I staring at him or make him feel uncomfortable or did he merely change his position because he wanted to. See how the mind works and runs away..Very impressed with the Doctor , very supportive
Take care rgb