I know this is probably a common one but I thought I'd ask as I woke up like it this morning.
I came to feeling relatively relaxed and all of a sudden as conciousness kicked in I felt a horrible fear rush over me, "what if my symptoms become unbearable?". And I was imagining that being concious that I have a throat would no longer be bearable and it would drive me to a padded cell. Like the feeling of swallowing to someone that doesn't suffer with a nervous throat is a 'normal' feeling, what if I get to the point where I can't bear that 'normal' feeling anymore. It's hard to describe but I hope someone understands. Does I sound weird?
Mark