Hi everyone. I've just posted on another thread about having my first smear so wont go into the ins & outs. Basically I am 35 & have only just plucked up the courage to have my first one (Always been too scared of the results not the actual smear test). I worked myself up into a real state about it last week, I rang my local family planning clinic & asked to speak to a nurse about my anxieties, she took a good 10 minutes talking things through with me & i put the phone down, put my coat on & went for it done there and then !! When I got there I even had a few tears in the nurses office - I was just so scared of getting bad news. She took my hand, gave me a little cuddle & told me it didnt matter I had never been it was that I was there then (all be-it 10 years overdue) that mattered. My long winded point is talk to the nurse & tell her all your worries, if it had not have been for the phonecall I had with a nurse I would never have plucked up the courage to go !!