Decided i need to make a change and do something about it
Hi Guys,
Havent written for a while, am in a bit of a state at the moment.
My HUge insecurity issues and the fact i just cant seem to trust has meant i have lost the man i love.
I just cant get a grip, constantly think he will cheat on me, still convinced he is seeing his ex wife, am laways chekcing his phone,facebook account and then kick of if i see something i dont like the look of.
I have decided to bite the bullet and have some therapy as i cant go on like it any more.
I am really hoping it is going to helo but am also very dubious of spilling my life story as there are somethings that have happened in my life that i have told no one, not even my mum who i tell most things.
I desperately want him back and love him so much but know i need to change my inner self.
I feel so low and crap right now, am barely eating, sleep is distubed and just feel like my life is over ad ive got to start all over again
xx
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