can i have a hug

[darkphantom]

hi guys came in to chat bout 3am couldnt find anyone i know it was late, it was bad night, took couple sleeping tabs again not even they worked. feel like hell this morning.
if it doesnt rain it pours, things getting worse, hubby and i drifting apart i think, yesterday found out that 2 of us at work could lose there jobs in the arcade as it not doing good, hubby had his work cut, so worried, now had some bad news about a friend and im worried by what she will do. and im still having trouble with eating it took me hour to eat sandwich. the other nite got pain so bad i couldnt walk felt like someone stabbed me. i been to docs and they saying about having tests, but dont like hospitals bad experiences plus no one comes to see me, had panic attack last time and took drip out and went AWOL.
tried to find someone to talk to last night but no one here, thanks to you i didnt cut the other night did i.
hubby is not talking much this morning.
I got go work at 2pm til 9 it such a long shift, if we not busy that when my mind wonders, we've been having some bad customers in lately im the only one who will throw them out, we've had some face offs .
i finished work the other night and ended up down the canal felt rough cant remember going there til hubby phoned and asked where i was.
I must be cracking up
I sorry
susie can i have big hug and dont let go, wish you hear with me now

[Piglet]

Sending you a big hug as asked for

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now you look like this

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Love Piglet

[Sax]

Susie,

I am so sorry you are feeling so down and had a bad night. I'm sorry you didn't find anyone in chat, I myself didn't stay in so late last night - its hard when you need someone to chat to and you find no one there.

Susie you are doing so well and remaining so strong even if you don't feel like you are. As you said you didn't cut the other night and that took strength and will power and how well you've done. I'm very proud of you and you should be proud of yourself also Susie.

You are speaking about how you feel which is important and its hard if you feel you and your husband are drifting apart.

Susie, I hope you manage to try to sleep off the tablets and I hope the day improves for you. please come and let us know how you are soon later on.

[darkphantom]

thankyou Piglet and sax (((((((((((((((piglet))))))))))))))
(((((((((((((sax))))))))))))))
You all are fantastic, im trying so hard not to give in, cause i love you all so much, i dont want to leave you all.
love you all
susie

[lainey]

Hi Susie

BIG HUG coming your way .

Take care

Elaine x

[seh1980]

BIG HUG - hope you feel a little better

"Life is too important to take seriously" Corky Siegal

[Peru83]

Sorry to hear your feeling bad. You know that you can always e-mail me, even just to get things off your chest and I will e-mail you back as soon as.

BIG HUG

Take carexx

Claire

"Of all the things I've lost I miss my mind the most!"

[pips]

BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG HUGS TO YOU SUSIE. I do hope you feel better soon sweetheart.

Take Care of yourself.

Love PIP'S X X XX

[kairen]

BIG HUG

hope your feeling a bit better today pet,

take care

kairen x

[Barb]

Sorry you had a bad night Susie, hope you feel a little better now.

Sending you a GREAT BIG HUG HUN

Look after yourself

Barb xxx