Pregnancy/Labour Fears
Hi, im thinking about starting a family with my husband, but i have an overwhelming fear that, as im giving birth, i'll do too much straining/pushing and i'll give myself a heart attack.
Im also terrified of the pressure that being pregnant will have on my body, esp my heart. I know that im not going to be the first woman ever to have a baby, but i know i'll be terrified the whole time, and even worse when i go into labour.
Im not even pregnant yet, but the thought of it is putting me off having a baby, which i dont want, and my husband wont understand. Help!
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