i've had piles now for just over a year, i have been doctors a few times who has offered to refer me to the hospital but i was too scared as i hate hospitals, i asked if it was ok if i just left the piles she said they do no harm but after christmas i thought i must be strong and do something about them so i went to docs and asked her to refer me to the hospital since that day 5 weeks ago i have had very loose bowels sometimes diarrhea, i am worried sick that i have bowel cancer :-( i check my stools sometimes they have little black flecks- dots in them. i am even trying to avoid eating certain foods just in case it shows in my stools and that i panick its blood.
my appointment is for thurs at the hosp and im very scared i'm only 27 just want to live a normal life!