been to docs today, i just feed up,he wants me to stop drinking for week cause my tum and liver are tender, so he says stop drinking then he can see if its the drink causeing the problem, how can i do that its dads anniversary coming up, plus he told me to stop taking the diazpan, cause i getting addictied, heck dont they want me to get well i need them so bad.
my diabeties is real bad after the blood tests, so all i had is nag nag nag, i wanted to hurt real bad, as fed up with my health it one prob after another, but lea stopped me when i texted her, she was good,
but i still feel bad, if my health that bad why dont they put me down like a dog.
sorry guys i just cracking again
susie