Hi all...
I know that this is a minor problem compared to some others on this site, but I was doing so well with my anxiety, taking my medication, and life was improving so much and then my fiance has walked out on me suddenly. He has left our house, and took his clothes and gone back to his mums. No arguments...no nothing...just gone and wont discuss, and said he wont be returning except briefly to collect a few things.
He wont give me any real reason other than he wants to spend time with his family. He has switched off all his phones and he called in last night, took his clothes and left hurriedly.
I thought I was doing ok but this morning woke up with that awful dreaded early morning anxiety and this is whilst I am on medication! I an trying my hardest to get the anxiety under control whilst this is happening but every so often the anxiety comes straight back and floors me. I had a breakdown last year for months. I am so scared that this will all trigger another breakdown. I dont know what to do.
I feel so alone. People keep telling me I am doing really well and appear calm but underneath I am falling apart. I am scared to let go and cry and all the rest because I am scared it will trigger another breakdown. It was horrific what I went through last year and I just dont want to back to how I was then.