Sorry, going a little bit off topic here but I can relate to what your all saying. I'm not so bad on the medical shows but I am an anxious flyer yet am morbidly drawn to anything regarding aircraft, I try not to watch but cant help myself. After watching numerous Aircrash Investigation programmes on Nat Geo though I do feel I could go into a cockpit & take control of any situation, lol.

It must be the same strange kind of compulsion ??