Here are mine...(sorry for this, but even if no1 replys or reads it, it will hopefully make me feel a tiny bit better)
-I feel everything is so pointless at the moment.
- I feel im wasting everyone of my days away but not changing anything about it.
-I feel im trying hard by going on walks everyday but i may never be 'normal again.
-I feel pain because my right back tooth is killing me and on top of total de-realization this is not a good feeling!
- I feel like how can this happen im 22 and 5 weeks ago was sooooo out-going.
-I feel like im loosing my friends through staying inside and trying to 'get right'
- I feel like i should have a job and want a job, but the thought of actually having to work while feeling like this seems like an impossible task.
-I feel as if i could just drop dead at any second because of this de-realization , headaches , chest pains and now Really bad jaw ache.
-I feel tired because on a night time i no longer sleep properly.
-I feel sooo low because i look outside and its like looking into my soul, grey and miserable.
I feel soo confused because is it anxiety, do i have a problem, am i depressed or am i just been stupid and to get on with it.
-I feel like im not leading the life i want. My girlfriend went on holiday today for a week to cyprus with 2 of her friends ( im not worried about that as i have only been with her 2 months so that is not upsetting me ), and do i or did i have anything planned to do with my friends ....no!
-I feel like at 22 im starting to loose it.
-I feel sooo scared and cant tell my family how i feel because they think theyve heard it all before.
-I feel like i want to non-stop cry all day....but i just cant!
I know what im saying is moody and miserable....but its like i have the feeling that im a gonna.....if someone said here have a million pound... i would put it in my back pocket and then hide under the sheets again ..... :S.
hope this is just a really bad day!
i feel soo low guys.... really soo low, dizzy and like any time im just gunna pass out....... dont think my body can be botherd going into a panic attack about it tho.....