*Trigger* SH

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Hi Di,

I've also wanted to talk about this, but the SH thread has kind of disappeared.

I'm sorry things got on top of you today. I hope you're not too bad.

Talk to the Crisis Team Di, they will help.

I've also SH for sometime. There are others here that also understand, maybe you can try and talk about your feelings here. I know how difficult it is though.

I usually do it because I get angry with myself and I can't seem to take the emotional pain away from my head and so I cut myself to feel physical pain instead. It gives my mind a break, but of course it isn't the right way in dealing with things.

I spoke to you in chat today. I didn't realise you were feeling so unwell, I'm sorry about that.

Look after yourself Di, stay safe and sending love xx

Pm if you need a private talk. x

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I have wanted to do much harm to myself lately, somehow I've managed to control my anger towards myself because I do not want to let my children down. I also do not want Social Services involved. The doctors have said that they will be, if it continues. This scares me, I don't want them here.

All sharp objects have been cleared from our home, but it's not hard to think of other ways is it? I'm frightened of my thoughts. Ideas go through my mind of what I can do. I think all drinking glasses need to be out too.

I hate myself so much.

My Love Life signature just doesn't seem to go well anymore : (

I hope things will soon get better, for us all x

[Lynnann]

Hi Di,

Hoping today is a better day for you


Lynnann

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How are you feeling today Di ?

Thinking of you xx

[Oceanblue]

Di,

I've been thinking of you.

You haven't come back to write today. I hope you're ok.

xxx