After 4 years of panic anxiety and a family prob that has broke my heart me and me hubby have got our family back and hopefully for good.
Ive had to go on antidepressants and have even resorted to alcahol at times when things have really been bad im ashamed to say.
Ive been grieving for part of my family that has never died.
Its been so hard that ive even thought of suicide.
People go thru far worse and cope.
Im ashamed of myself for thinking that but ive been a carer and looked after people for so many years and taken on their probs.
I need to chill now and just enjoy what ive got.
Thanks so much to the people that have give me support particularly those in the morning in chat.
Mornings are always the worst for me so you lot have helped me loads.
Im far from being recovered, i dont think i ever will be.
I need a reason to wake up every morning and hopefully i will have that now.
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I am glad things are on the up for you, I know how much the family situation has affected you.
