Well,
Today was my first day of exposure of my emetaphobia fear. I ate in a public place and went straight into the session and had to concentrate about vomitting, how my throat and stomach felt etc etc. I got through it and my anxiety had dropped before the end of the session so that wasn't too bad.
One thing I DIDN'T realise that makes me feel extremely anxious...... AFTER I've made myself vomit later on in the sessions, my counsellor is going to make herself vomit in front me! I couldn't believe it when she told me! How I'm going to get through that I'll never know but I've survived today so it's a start
Mark