hiya im amy iv visited this site for a while now im 19 with two gorgouse lil girls ever since iv known iv sufferd with a fear of S**k
but since my daughter was born in december 2008
its got a whhole lot worse iv been visited by many mental health team workers as iv cut all my arms my legs in fear
iv tried taking overdoes's with anti sickness tablets im so scared my eldest daughters stays wwith her dad most nights and i havent bonded with my youngest bcos she always chucks up
i dont no what to do any more only my fear seems to have turned into sumthing more serious such has i hear voices telling me im going to be S**K
and telling me to harm my self i dont no what to do bcos i feel as if no one takes me serious any more
im loseing my children my life my familly and all because of this awfull fear i just want to end it but my kids keep me living

does any one else suffer this bad?

all my love amy xxxx