Hello I thought I would post here as i have read alot here and just lurked until now in the background.
I am self employed and work at home, which can be very lonely. My wife works long hours, and even though we argue, we get along great and love spending time with each other..
We have just come back from a lovely hot holiday which i cant stop thinking about as we were both chilled and relaxed in the sun.
I have come back to the UK a little down (although on the Holiday I was looking forward to getting back) but now I am here I wish i was back there!
I never really know in myself where i should be?! Anyone else have this??
I have applied for work in my field in computers, and have had a rough time of it lately. My motivation has evaporated and find it hard to get it back, especially as i have to find work myself and "sell" myself which is double-hard!
I had a phenomenal opportunity at a place which invited me down for a sort of chat/interview/meeting back in December and were impressed with my CV.. with the option of going down and working with some of the people who were all on my wavelength earlier this year...
Since then I have rung and emailed, and always get told that the guy i spoke to is busy, and my emails get read, but never a reply...
All i ask is to be told either way, and wonder now what i did which was so wrong?
I know you shouldnt give up, and always think positive, and keep going, but I am now at my wits end as this job was perfect for me and its all i thought about for the past 6 months and can't shake it..
Also another small job I was doing has now been undercut by someone else, and the company never told me only that i should "lower my price" after the event!!
And between this, I have had other opportunities which have turned out to be "timewasters" that are completley hopeless!!
I am a very outgoing, and I like to think a nice guy, with a good sense of humour and see the funny side of life, but this is starting to knock me badly...
And today I got upset on my own for the first time, and decided to post here...
Is there something that I am doing wrong that gets me noticed and then, just dropped without any warning or explanation?
I really do not know which way to turn at the moment as I can't see any way out of my predicament...
I have read that the Subconscious is a key to thinking more positive and having a positive outlook on life, and am willing to try any audiobooks/mp3's or books to read..??
Any help would be grateful