I don't do hugs but.......

[eeyorelover]

As the title says I'm not much of a huggy touchy person but I could do with some well wishes and positive thoughts right now!

I've had mild depression in the past but usually I'm an upbeat person! Right now I'm just a mess!!!!

All I want to do is sleep. My life seems like a neverending struggle from the time I drag myself out of bed until I finally drop from exhaustion at nite and I'm not even getting anything accomplished!
My insomnia is awful and I've gotten 3 hours of sleep tonite which means I'll be useless today!!!

I've got an infection started in my eye and so many aches and pains that I feel like my body is falling apart!! Oh and at 40 I've started breaking out in pimples!!!!
WTH!!!!

So now here I am premenopausal and having acne!

It's hard to look at the positives in life when it just seems like everyday living in general is a struggle!!!!
As someone who loves life it almost feels like the whole world is out to get me!
LOL

I'm not usually a whiner but today I just feel tired and sore and useless!
*SIGH*

xxx
Sandy

[Oceanblue]

You deserve a hug from everybody here Sandy, you're such nice caring person.

Take some time out for yourself and try to relax if you can.

I've always been a bad sleeper, and 3-4hrs a night used to be the norm. I'm now back on sleeping pills,.. and sleeping 5hrs a night has made a hell of a difference.

I feel for you having to go through the menopause, I can't imagine what life will be like. My hormones have always been a nightmare for me, they can send me loopy, it's quite scary.

I hope you're able to find the treatment that you need.

Look after yourself and try and take a step back.

Sending love to you and hope you start to feel better again very soon. xxx

[bottleblond]

Hey Sandy

There is nothing worse than not being able to sleep mate. Like you said, it makes you feel poop for the rest of the day. Then after than, another night of clock watching. I have been there and i know how damn horrible it is.

You are such a busy lady too so you must feel so drained.



I'm sending you loads of positive thoughts and i really do hope that you get a good night sleep soon.

Here for you mate
Big hugs and lots of love
Lisa
xxx

[maddie]

This can be so hard to get out of. Well done for reaching out to us for support. You've got it. Take care.

[diane07]

Sandy,

we're all here for you hun, sending you and i hope you start feeling better soon, sleep deprivation is awful and i know when i'm tired it makes my anx so much worse.

best wishes

di xx

[amandaj]

hope you feel better soon you are a great person

[manmoor]

FOR SANDY XXXXX

[jodie]

hiya sandy

i am so sorry your feeling this way chick

you know what as much as things are bad now try ride it out hun things will get better i have been were u are now and it does take time for it to ease .

talk to friends sandy make sure you get the support you need and deserve go easy on yourself ,its good to be busy but dont let yourself get run down do something for yourself sometime in the week go out for lunch with a friend treat yourself.

jodie xxx

[nomorepanic]

Sandy

Have a hug from me too.




I need you mate so don't get too down and stressed ok

[eeyorelover]

Well when I got up at 4 this morning and just couldn't sleep there was a dark gray cloud over my head and I was really feeling mighty sorry for myself.
I went to work and got that out of the way and then my friend and I went to a small diner and had lunch and went shopping at this awful little rundown shop but it's always got loads of bargains!
I got TONS OF STUFF for my son's graduation party this Sunday and only spend $30 dollars.

I'm going to take a nap even tho it's a little selfish and I've got loads of things to do but I just need a time out!


Thank you so much for the well wishes!
You are all so wonderful!!
xxx
Sandy