Hi All,
I am after some advice and if possible some reassurance.
As some of you may know, me and him in doors are planning to start trying for a baby soon. I am on Diothepine at the mo, but I am getting weened off it (1 tablet left to go!!!) and I am on paroxetine. My GP has said the paroxetine isn't a major problem for me getting preggers.
It's just that I am so scared. I want a baby so much and have had to put it off when I first got ill, but I am so scared that something will go wrong, or I will be a bad mum, or I won't be able to cope, or my mum and dad won't be happy with me (I am currently living "in sin" and my parents weren't too happy about that and have always been old fashioned about stuff!).
I have just got all these worries and I have spoken to my boyf about it all and he says everything will be fine.
i know that some health services provide extra help with people who have had depression in the past when the have a baby, but I am really scared about it all.
I just wish, as so many of us probably do, that I had a crystal ball.
Can anyone help please?
love
Looby
xxx