I have a prescription of 10mg of Cipramil awaiting for me at the Pharmacy. The psychiatric nurse I see says that I can beat this ilness without the aid of medication. When I first took Cipramil going back 5 years ago it turned my life around. A feeling returned that I had forgotten existed. Unfortunately I came of it thinking I was ok. Nothing has worked the same since. I tried going on to it again but I had really bad side effects. I dont know whether that was to do with the fact that I had'nt long come off St John's Wort? I dont know what to do!! I just want that feeling back. If that's how normal people feel, then why can't I ?