well i've been on Citalopram since May and i'm doing fine for most of the part, back in May I was cutting a 10mg tablet into four! and then swollowing each tiny piece while holding my husbands hand because I was so affriad of taking it, Now i wake up every day and take a 20mg tablet on the way to work without even thinking about it. The first few weeks I felt a little light headed every now and again and I had a few blips but I was determind to give it a try. I've been abroad on holiday for two weeks, I been to two concerts, Im enjoying shopping again!! I know i'm not cured but i'm seeing a therapist and living life the way I use to and whats more I'm loving the normality.I never thought I would see the day I would take tablets but after three years of trying self help, that just didnt work for me i'm so glad I took the leap into the unknown. I dont intend to stay on them forever but for now the future looks bright... Despite the odd pulse checking which i'm hoping to crack.