Hiya Bananarbabe,

I am sorry to hear you are not doing well at this moment, but you know this to shall pass. It has before it will this time. Try not to worry to much about things you have no control over, and do some relaxation techniques to calm you down for those things you do have control over. Keep posting to let us know how you are getting on. I hope this helps a bit.

Take care,

Diana xxxxx