Please help me. I have written in here before. My ocd went away for a while, but now it's back full-blown. I'm so scared. It's about my little sister who I love. I'm so scared that I'm attratced or in love with her. It's so disgusting- It keep poppin up, even in my dreams. Have you ever had ocd in your dreams? I'm so scared that's in not Ocd, but me being disgusting. I'll look at her feks. and feel love, or think that she is beautiful. But it makes me sick to think about, and I'm close to throwing up when unwanted pictures shows up in my head. I try to push it away, but then it will pop up If I hear a love song, or reads a love story, and I feel so bad, and so sick, and I can't take it. I have had the same obsession with other people. Fearing that I was in love with them, or atracted to them, Am I the only one feeling this way? Am I a really sick person? You probably think i'm a freak. I just feel so bad about this.... I don't want to have these thoughts, and i have never heard of anyone having similar ocd. Ugh, I feel like throwing up... Ugh...
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