Can things get any worse? I can't even trust my doctor now and it was a huge mistake sending that letter explaining everything.
I've just had a letter from the CMHT telling me she has referred me back there. I don't want to see them again. All they did was make me worse and offered no help at all.
I am petrified that if I have to see the psychiatrist again she is going to section me because she wanted me to agree to hospital treatment last time I saw her and I hadn't admitted half of the things I told my doctor in my letter.
Why does no one listen?
Right now I want to run away and hide. I am not going back to see the CMHT again. In fact, I now don't see how I can keep the appointment with my doctor on Monday. I no longer trust her at all. She didn't even discuss this with me.
Karen
It is not easy to find happiness in ourselves, and it is not possible to find it elsewhere.