See, just keep in mind how far you have come already. Just keep reminding yourself of how you felt at the beginning of the year and how you are now.
At some point it is inevitable that you reach a point where you think it's all gone wrong and it's just too hard. I haven't got there yet, I think for me it is going to be me being sick.
I suppose the main thing is that you don't let it get back to how it was. I know I can't quite believe how many years I have wasted and in a way it was my own fault, letting those thoughts run away with me.
So off you go to watch your video for an hour lol. Asking your Mum to watch it with you was a good idea, maybe ask somebody else who isn't bothered about it at all.
Tammy x