I made an oppointment with a phycologist

[mum2four]

I finaly did it I been trying for to convince my self to get extra help for 7 year since the first time I was treated for depression. Since I tryed to talk to a counciler and stopped going cause it got to much to deal with at the time. I been runing form the thought to really talk about ME my whole life and I'm finaly going try again.

The oppointment is 2 day before me birthday on the 24th nov and I'm hoping to keep my thinking undercontrol so that i dont talk my self out of it.

[in1peace]

Yay Mum2four!!!
I am so proud of you!!! Taking care of yourself helps you offer so much more to those beautiful little people in your life! You are a good mom and you deserve this for yourself!!
luv ya,
Andrea XXX

"Honey, if ya ain't feelin' the bumps in the road, ya ain't goin' nowhere!" (A wise Georgia Granny's take on living life to the fullest! LOL!)

[tammyg]

Well done! A good step in the right direction. Try not to think about it too much though, it is a long way away at the moment. You don't want to make yourself so anxious about it that you don't go.

Tammy x

[mum2four]

Thanks for your message's.

I'm trying so hard to think about what i want tell talk about when i go my head is going a million miles and sec.

i'm sitting here at 4:30 am listening to my HAPPY POSITIVE song with my MP3 play as loud as it gose to drown it all out and fucus on something better. I can feel the feeling of needing to SCREAM getting worse I just want it to go away.

BUT I'm trying I think I'll still go but I'm worried that my life will stop untill i do go. I fear shutting down BIG time.

[Karen]

Well done for taking such a positive step. Good luck with the appointment.

Karen



It is not easy to find happiness in ourselves, and it is not possible to find it elsewhere.