Re: young and out of it!
Kevin. Glad that you have found us. I am presuming that you have consulted your doctor and that you have a diagnosis of panic anxiety. It is always a good idea to get checked out first.The spaced out feeling could be depersonalisation. This is just your bady protecting itself as your nerves have become oversensitised. A panic attack really knocks your confidence, and it is hard to believe that anxiety can cause such a powerful physical reaction. This will get better, as you gradually add less fear to the mix and realise that this cannot harm you. There is a brilliant book by Dr Claire Weekes called 'Self help for your nerves' available from the NMP shop. I can't recommend this enough as it really explains why we feel this way and provides a way forward. The language is dated, but no one in my opinion, understood this condition better than Dr Weekes.
Veronica
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