I am so sad, I just fell out with my sister. I am feeling so awful in myself at the min with anxiety and as a result cant go on holidays and it has affected my relationship with my boyfriend. I know he is getting sick of me wingeing.
My sister always rings me tell me about all the excitment going on in her life and i just cracked up at her. She was telling me about going travelling, something I could never do, how shes met a class fella, how her friend jus told her how much shes loves her, blah blah blah and i couldnt take anymore. I started crying and snapped back telling her how i cant handle hearing about how great things are for her when my life is s**t and im so sorry but I have to go, so she hung up on me.
I am so so sad, shaking. Im never gonna be free from these horrible feelings... :( i know I am selfish..
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