I'm not even sure what to say really. I know I feel different to how I've ever felt in all these years. I feel like I've lost the plot, but what does that mean anyway?
Most of you know that my precious cat died 6 weeks ago. Well today, I feel her presence!!! But not in a good way!! I have never been into anything like that in my life, I usually poo poo stuff like that but the air in this flat feels oppressive and I feel Lady is here and angry and blaming me for her death!!!
See I told you I'd lost the plot!! I want to go into hospital and be left there, I'm not coping at all with anything.
I have been trying to get a kitten but they are so few and far between here and I have no transport at the moment, although my dad is buying me a car
When I wake up in the morning, my stomach churns and my chest flops!! Is this bad depression or extreme sadness or what?
Anyone in Ipswich area here? If so, do you know of any kittens needing a home? I'm so desperate to give my love to a lil one who needs it
Els