Does anyone else have a meat phobia?

I've had a problem with this for the last year, it started around the time I was diagnosed with PTSD, so far no connection with my trauma has been made so it must just be a random phobia. It is gradually improving in that I can look at pictures of it as long as its cooked.
The bigger problems are eating anything that has a meat texture eg halloum cheese or soya or seeing it raw.

If anyone has any suggestions to dealing with this I'm all ears!

Annette