I had a routine blood test last wek as I have high cholesterol (controlled by statins) and stage 3 chronic kidney disease. This morning I got a letter asking me to return to the surgery for a fasting glucose blood test - I am terrified i now have diabetes on top of everything else or something worse like pancreatic cancer. I cant tell you how bad i feel - i have rung the out of hours doctors begging to be sedated - all they gave me was 2mg of diazepam - i took 4 and it had absolutley no effect at all -i just cant carry on - I dont know how to carry on till Monday and have thought about ringing samaritans I feel so desperate. I cant take much more of this constant fear i live in. Anyone else been in a situation like this