depressed and had to leave work

[pinkcherryhearts]

In my recent threads I mentioned I got a really good job but I was going through a tough time with my panic attacks, anyway I gave it a go and lasted until today when I woke up with a bad migraine. I was waiting to catch the bus to work and the headache was getting worse and I started to feel dizzy and my vision went blurred. I started to panic and ended up going home and resigning from my job, which meant the world to me. This job helped me out of a dark tunnel and now im back in it again. I felt I couldent cope with the preassure and anxiety. Now im in the darkest deepest state of depression ever, I cant leave the house and I just stay in bed all day crying. My parents think im useless and they think im lazy and dont want to work but I would give anything to be normal and work without panicking. I dont know what to do now, im always tired and dont even have the energy to start going out to practise beating this agoraphobia. ive been on all the medications and seen the doctor but nothing helps

[NoPoet]

Hi, what kind of medication are you currently on?

What is the longest you have stayed on a medication?

Why did you change meds?

Also, what other kinds of therapy and self-help have you been trying?

EDIT: These questions all have a point, so please answer them in as much detail as possible!

[candee86]

Hey Pinkcherryhearts!

Sorry you feel this way :( I have been in the same state before when I had to leave a job I loved because of panic and anxiety and it does seem like everyone around you just thinks you cant be bothered to go to work or go out when you actually couldnt wish to be doing anything else!!

If you ever need to talk PM me or add me on MSN as I deal with the same sort of problems and maybe similar age? my email is candyatkinson@hotmail.co.uk

Hope to speak to you soon
Candy xxx

p.s. smile xxx