Hey Maddie *pounce*,
I am sorry to hear that you are under a vast amount of pressure and stress at the moment, but please take comfort in the fact that you are an extremely strong person - you are stronger than you give yourself credit for. You can definately get through this, not only do I believe in you, but so does everyone else here at NMP.
If you need any help or support or advise, remember that we are here for you at any time, you are not alone.
Lots of lovely hugs to you hunni,
Take care and never forget that everyone is here for you,
Much Love,
Chrissy xxxxx