Hi
I dont really know where to start and sorry if this sounds like a woe is I post but really struggling here
I feel awful at the moment.....nothing I can put my finger on just awful
I feel on edge the whole time, burst into tears at the slightest thing.....yesterday dentist cancelled my long awaited appt for next week and I was in floods of tears!!!
Ive been a pig to my husband who is the lovliest person and does all he can to help me!!!
All I want to do is stay in bed and sleep and wallow in self pity which I cant because I have a job to hold down
Nothing makes me laugh anymore just feel like Im stuck in a rut and have the most awful nightmares every night
I dont know why this is but will say whats going on and see if anyone has any ideas
I have to have my last bit of dental treatment just before Xmas now and Im terrified of my teeth breaking before then so Im not eating well at all
Im having a heavy period which Ive not had for ages as I had malnutrition and they stopped this means I have to take meds which can make me feel yuck
My son has just split with his girlfreind and is moping and upset and I hate to see him hurting so bad
I have started (just) to take iron pills again as I suspect my iron levels have dropped
My co worker dosent pull her weight and Im covering a lot of her hours and when she does come in she does nothing
Life seems to be non stop theres always something to do....never do I go home and put my feet up like tonight I have to do food shop on way home
I just feel wrung out and not right and Im now worrying that Im going to be really ill again tho my rational self tells me im not
Im starting to feel a bit anx again too
Dont really know the point in this post but wondered if anyone was the same or had any ideas???
I also suffer a bit from SAD although this has never been diagnosed
I have so much to cram into the lead up to Xmas and I cant even face life
Anyone?????
Luv Kaz x x x